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Tuesday, September 23rd, 2003
12:37 pm	yo, distant people - i have returned... i thought i should write a bit here, as i haven't for a very long time and also, i should be doing other things ;op what have i done since april then?????!!!??? ummmmm... ...i have been to tenerife. and got yelled at by a man. so we all came back again. so that wasn't a good work placement. we thought we were going to research whales and dolphins, but actually we were running around after volunteers who didn't want to be doing things and children who were mostly foreign, and getting shouted at a lot for trying to get anything done and then the man was very rude. and then shouted more. and then sacked some people for made up reasons in his mind ! . and then made it impossible for anything to get done at all. and then shouted some more. so we ran away. me and lindsey (very confusing) made a secret midnight getaway along with a volunteer at 4 in the morning. except he knew that we were leaving, so it wasn't really secret. but he didn't know the others were leaving, because neither did they until they left, after he was even ruder and more shouty than ever when they tried to talk to him. so they escaped and went on holiday. and that was the end of that. and now i have to find another placement, which is what i should be doing now, and it's a pain and it's annoying me. i keep forgetting all the things i should be doing, and there's things that i really need to do before other things, and i can't work out the order of them, and i keep thinking i should be doing something, when really i can't until the other thing has been done, and i'm getting ANNOYED. but tis vaguely possible i might get to help research badgers, which would be truly cool badgers for dinner beavers for lunch and pigs for breakfast what else that is truly cool is that i am still going out with chris-to-pher !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! amazing! well not really, but it is. tis very confusing and weird though, cos i don't have a house, and it is easier to get things done up here than at home, and also needing to see tutors and suchlike, and as well, i get to see people, but that means that i am living in his house. which is strange, really. especially as i haven't seen him at all for 2 months. and then all the time for 1 month. and im all floaty, cos really im not supposed to be here, and i don't know where i am supposed to be, and really, im more than a little confused. i don't know why that's new though. im always confused. so back to normal, then really. yay!!! anyway, enough rambling from me - i really do have to do other things. and really i only came here, because i did one of the mood things that lex had and it told me i was emotionally distant. i don't want to be emotionally distant! i think it's just because i didn't write anything since april tho'. anyway, luv to everyone (keep it safe, cos i probably won't get round to writing anymore here for another 5 months) crazyshogfreep xxx Current Mood: loved Current Music: rainmaker - matchbox 20 (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, April 7th, 2003
12:17 pm	grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr i just wrote about seventy-two tons of stuff here and the computer decided to randomly crash in the middle of the word 'the' so i have lost it all. you'll all just have to take my word for it that it was wonderfully interesting and highly amusing, cos i haven't got time right now to write it all out again. if you're lucky, i might later. I HATE COMPUTERS! happy easter fiiiishyfishy xxx Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: iris - goo goo dolls (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 27th, 2003
1:44 pm	oh nooooooo.......!!!! i so lose! it's not fair! matchbox 20 have postponed the concert, because of the "current situation in Iraq. terrorists don't see the difference between civilian gatherings and politics" or something along those lines. i think they're just scared of flying. and they've postponed til september, when i might not be here. RAAAAAAH and we've got to do The Dance that we don't know in front of lots of scary people in scary Leeds on sunday when really we should all be at home bringing our mothers breakfast in bed. never mind. also, don't mention computers. but, yesterday work rang up cos they had run out of people, so i get more money - yay! but, chris has turned into a gwa. !!!! anyway, now i have not done any of things that i came in here to do, and i must go to my lecture. see you later baaa xxx (what? idon't know any sheep!) Current Mood: anxious Current Music: 3 am - mb20 (bastards) (Comment on this)
Friday, March 21st, 2003
6:01 pm	fishy fishy fishy..... ha ha ha ha ha ha i'm going to the matchbox20 concert and you're not, you're not. i win!! ok so we are at war and all the people on This Morning seem to have gone stark staring bonkers, ringing up to say that they are frightened to leave the house in case saddam gets them with a great big bomb. like it would make any difference whether they were in the house or not and anyway, there isn't that much more of a threat than before, what with the 11/01 and the ira right next door. if they lived in baghdad they've got a point, but otherwise, they are just thinking very selfishly. and annoying me, so that i shout at the tv more and frighten my housemates. anyway, rant of the day over. i want fish 'n' chips. (fishy fishy fiiiishy...) and i haven't got anything else particularly to say except Have you heard how the wars began Benjamin bowmaneer? Have you heard how the wars began? Cast us away. Have you heard how the wars began, when England fought to a man and the proud tailor rode, prancing, away? Current Mood: amused Current Music: the tailor - benjamin britten (Comment on this)
Thursday, March 13th, 2003
4:45 pm	splonge, splinkle, spluuuuuurgle, splun.... how i wish i was a bun, splundle, splurgit, splinklee, splop then the floor i'd like to mop. and no, that's not supposed to make any sense. when do i ever make any sense. am in quite a strange mood i didn't realise that before, but now it's perfectly obvious. its probably something to do with spending ALL day in the lrc yesterday, doing the evil alien poster for globulechanj aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargggghhhhhhhhhgle also (as if you hadn't noticed by now) I HATE COMPUTERS they are controlled by evil forces. maybe it was the aliens. they didn't want to be discovered i think i need to go home and take the dog for a looooooong walk. have actually had quite a good week really (i'll actually say something that might possibly have a point now). monday - we had a field trip out at bayfordbury, which we all thought would be horrendously dull, but actually we did not a lot of work, and me and lou literally spent all afternoon making mud pictures, and drawing on our hands henna style with mud. then i went to work (late, cos the practical didn't finish til 5.00, although we had nothing to do from 2.30). actuallly, i just looked at the clock, and i'm going to be late for work again if i don't go now, so you will have to.. ' ....wait for the next exciting instalment coming to a screen near you soon!!!!@ or something. lossaluv to all you crazy ppl out there peehsyzarc xxx ps be proud to be a ppl Current Mood: crazy Current Music: te dejo madrid - shakira. only cos its stuck in my head (Comment on this)
Friday, March 7th, 2003
6:19 pm	by the way.... the girl hadn't left her phone in the loos - or if she had, someone else had already taken it (Comment on this)
5:58 pm	this computer has a bug in it... it keeps doing very random things and then crashing. maybe it has a cold. we had to do a scary talk today, and it was scary. there is something numblingly frightening about standing up in front of lots of people even if you know them. i wonder why? it went ok actually, except that i think everyone else went to sleep. rather that than they listen and make comments!! at least now it is out of the way - mel still has to do hers next week, haha! people keep talking to me today. random people. i don't know why. in the time i have been sitting at this computer (about an hour) two people have come up to me. one girl wanted me for a psychology experiment (aaarghh! it wasn't me! they're taking me away....!), but in the end i didn't have to do it. and then this completely random guy asked me if i could look in the girls toilets for him, cos his friend thought she'd left her phone in there! i must be special ('special') anyway i use that word a lot, don't i?? mel is looking up random things on gooogle. she just typed in 'kronk' - riiight! some very strange pictures. also, now we know what the person who does kuscos voice looks like..... i think i need help now the computer is attacking her i think we should go home now she has found a picture of a pink sheep. why did she type in 'pink sheep?' why is there a picture of a pink sheep? who put it there??? and why????????? now she is looking for GWAs apparently, it actually means something....other than, well, gwa. i'm taking her home. she is obviously not safe to be let out in a public area. luv, crazysheeep xxx ps (more randomness) i bought a cd the other day and it took me about fifteen minutes to get the damn plastic off. tis shocking. bye!!! Current Mood: relieved Current Music: the one - shakira (Comment on this)
Wednesday, March 5th, 2003
3:39 pm	rant..rant...ramble...argue...rave..rant la la la la la la la la la la la la alalala laaaaaaaaaaaaa.....! i have spent nearly all day in the lrc, doing (not very much) this presentation thing, and although the subject is interesting, now i am sick to the back teeth (that's quite a strange saying) of wildlife conservation in the third world. i hate work. you never know if you're doing it right, and there's all this pressure to do really well (which is probably mostly in my head, but i don't like it if i get low marks, i get annoyed, because i know i know it. unless i don't know it and then i get depressed, cos i can't do it). i always think that i've gone off on some random tangent that isn't actually answering the question. which is why idiots like Allan cheshire irritate me so much, cos he didn't tell us what we did wrong and his actual answer didn't answer the question either. he is a true Moron Man. i was getting really frustrated last night at cheerleading as well. I don't understand why i find it soo difficult to pick up the dance routines. everyone has to repeat it about eight hundred times before i can get any of it fixed in my slow ol' brain. yet i can pick up a tune in about three seconds, and learn the words to songs after going through them twice at the most. i don't understand!!!!!! and then i get all cross and bothered and start thinking that i can't do it at all, so i get stuck in 'i can't be bothered' mode, which is really stupid and really difficult to get out of... ....anyway. pancake day yesterday, and after we came back from Getting Annoyed cheering me and alex and mich and margaret made pancakes. Lex melted quite a lot of chocolate and ate it all michelle went a bit mad, and made lots of little baby pancakes, flipping them all at the same time (without dropping them tho, it must be said), just because she could. me and lou went to the galria earlier as well. i bought too many cds (very good tho. slightly random, but not as much as usual), and we both got lots of nuts, for no apparent reason. Monday night we were playing as the first group at Blackmore Folk Club in Essex, since their change from just a singers club to a 'proper' folk club. Alex and Mel came too. There was quite a range of floorspots (some of them decidedly less boring than others. at one point i thought we might end up with everyone playing the slowest and saddest ballads they knew just because everyone else had. but fortunately they didn't and actually, most of them were very good. That sounds like im being very snobby, but i don't mean to be. just trying to be honest. a lot of it was the order they went in as well as what they played. anyway, i think i'm digging a deeper hole here, so i shall now leave the brackets).there. it was really really nice to see all the people that were there, especially my sister tho: we had random talkingness which was good. see, i never see her at home. her boyf is at uni during the week and so she only really sees him at the weekends. im just not important enough *sniffs* #:oP saw lucie too, which was cool; also all the Essex sailing people, and of course the parentals and uncle keithness. although i never actually got to talk to my dad, more than 'it's in D,' cos everytime i wasn't talking to someone, he was, or putting instruments away in the other bar. might go home next weekend tho. better go, cos i think they're getting a bit pissed that i'm not helping. not that i can do anything else. i've done my bit really. anyway smile! luv frog xxx Current Mood: aggravated Current Music: that spanish one i was listening to yesterday (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Monday, March 3rd, 2003
1:02 pm	hail, ppl! [cue large black cloud with ice balls] ! i am really not sitting here in the lrc, but meeting the people to do a seminar presentation in the olc, but i can't be bothered to move yet, and anyway, they'll all be late, so there's no point in wasting valuable energy sitting around looking lonely and bored when i could be talking to all you lovely people (and i think that should win the prize for one of the longest and most nonsensical sentences ever. EVER!) . yeah so anyway, i should really go now. luv, me xxx ps. *craaaaak* Current Mood: artistic Current Music: whatever gets you through the day - lighthouse family (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 1st, 2003
7:41 pm	waaaahhhh!!!! i wanna play with mongolian horses, but the wimpy scientists can't stand the cold, so the project doesn't run for 6 months and i can't use it as an excuse to go on work placement. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhh!!!!! i have gone ever so slightly more insane, because i have just spent the last 4 hours e-mailing about sixteen billion people to try and find somewhere interesting (but at the same time not that scary) to go and work next year. Mel has spent a similar amount of time playing scrabble against the computer and looking up maps and cheap flights we made cheeeeeesecake this morning ...only i bought the wrong sort of cream, so its kinda more cheeeeesesoup im in a very random mood now i haven't had sprite for ages (i'v got some now - tisn't as random as you think) i had lilt the other day in the lecture. '...stout. that's a kind of beer, too' where has louise gone again?? she must have been eaten by the Evil Alex (she wins!!) she has eaten Helen as well. we didn't go to the folk club last night because we spent too long in the lrc, and then had to eat cheesy mashed potato everyone in our house eats a lot of mashed potato. The other day everyone in our house (including michelle! (she ran out of crockets)) had mashed potato. It has definitely replaced pasta as the staple food diet of 59 high dells. anyway, now i want to sleep and eat cheesecake. it probably sounds like i'm always asleep, or eating, but it's not true. I always say that im very tired and should go to sleep, but then i don't, and so i am more tired, and end up repeating myself. i do eat lots tho. but i watch the tv more. sometimes i do something productive (see the last 4 hours) but that isn't very often. i like just sitting around and talking tho. not that i say much. i just listen mainly, to alex and mel. sometimes, i think of saying something, but i don't know how to. so i don't. you really didn't need to know any of that. i told you i was in a random mood i should go =oj luv sheep =baaaaa!= xxx Current Mood: silly Current Music: london cockney - skynflynt (8 Comments |Comment on this)
Friday, February 28th, 2003
7:19 pm	cheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesecake!!! yum! how you doin'?! been watching way too much Friends recently not my fault - i just sit there while other people turn it on last day of February (i just said that to prove that i could spell Februarary) time flies: i don't want this year to be over yet - i like it. and i won't see lots of people next year, because i am running away, and then they will run away, cos they will be clever and have to find jobs. #:o( ho hum have just spent an hour trying to find people to e-mail for next year. There are lots of people but they mostly want money. and anyway, i wanna go and play with horses in mongolia. the lecture today was incredibly boring, it was just the same thing repeated over and over again, and we did it all last week anyway I came to the conclusion that it's all much more complicated than that, and you can't change human nature (unfortunately). Riding on tues, we learnt to do turns-on-the-forehand, which is very clever and helpful, and also fun. but not very easy. want to go parrot training? (i don't know either) I had to do the coffee machine at work again yesterday. just cos i keep losing noughts and crosses. i'm no good at boxes, either. if we played snakes and ladders i wouldn't have to do it i'm sure. i'm sure i have done lots of interesting things since my last lj entry, but i can't remember any of them, so you will all have to wait until i do something else. me and mel are going to try and find the folk club on Holywell Hill tonight. if we ever leave the lrc (the wonderful, wonderful lrc ) have spent this week not being depressed and sorting out lots of things in my head (although not on purpose - it jut kinda happened) tis good people is maybe not so scary anyway sleep and food is good actually, now i feel very hungry who mentioned food pastapastapasta cheeeeesecake si, si, senor! adios, amigas *meeeep* luv crazysheep xxx Current Mood: excited Current Music: geordie - skynflynt (Comment on this)
Friday, February 14th, 2003
1:46 pm	la la la la la al al al al al al al al ... ' you can be my bodyguard, if i can be your long-lost pal, i can call you Betty, and Betty, when you call me, you can call me Al ' (i think th oil has affected me more than we thought) valentines day today - oh look, no cards again (not that i'm bitter and twisted...!!!!!) really, i don't care. really. watching buffy: the musical earlier. tis very amusing. only now i want to launch into song all the time, just to annoy everybody do the jaaaaazz thang... oh yeah, baby. (uh huh, uh huh!) erm... must watch the Emperor's New Groove - it make everyting right, man. we watched the Labyrinth yesterday, too. that's very weird (in a good way). Princess Bride is still better though! must go, as now i should be in a lecture sing! luv frog xxx Current Mood: bouncy Current Music: the winner's song - sue rule (7 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 12th, 2003
11:21 am	yay!!...(i'm a llama again! wait...) (heh heh heh) Actually, that's not true. I never was a llama. But i have finished my essay!!!!!!!!!!! WWWhooooooooppppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! me and mel got up at 4 o'clock this morning and have been in the lrc ever since, doing cartwheels, frightening security people and other random people writing essays (people ,apparently on our course, that we've never seen before), discussing mood lighting and, of course, finishing the EVIL OIL. now i am very, very tired! Mel is sitting next to a gwa with an irish accent (very confusing) sorry, a northern irish accent (it's different) i saw the scary television last night - Holby city came on and i couldn't be bothered to move, and i thought i would see if i could sit through a whole programme without feeling all eurghh and icky, only now i wish i didn't, cos this lady had a baby, and then she was talking to the doctor and then it all went wrong and then she just died! Aaaaarrghhhhhh never, ever, ever, ever having children now, ever Anyway, must now go and hand in the EVIL OIL and then eat food and then lay a hedge and then eat more food and then go to sleep... or maybe, ELE first see you later, luv sleepyfreep xxx Current Mood: drained Current Music: don't leave too soon - fairport convention (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 11th, 2003
11:22 am	aaaaaargghhhhgle.....chopsticks must do essay, must do essay, must do essay don't wanna do essay, don't wanna do essay, don't wanna do essay Stupid oil. i got up at 7 o clock dis morning, the only real result of which is: i am now very tired. Current Mood: morose Current Music: lovers in a dangerous time - barenaked ladies (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 6th, 2003
4:14 pm	splun, zplin, polniszsz.....MANGOLWURZELS yo! margaret is still in Hopsital cos she isn't working properly and the doctors are waiting for test results :o( i is very tired again today, and now i am asleep, cos we just had a really boring, smelly global change lecture about oil spills in Kuwait and the lecturer just kept on fiddling with the damn OHP sheet thing. ALL THE TIME!!!! AAaaaaaaaaarrrgghhhhhhh!!!! STOP IT! LEAVE! DOWN GIRL! she is a very annoying woman. Barnacles??! barnacles?? la la la... I want to go home now. i really miss all the people and animals. and the countryside (ooh arr! mangolwurzels, loike). but i like living up here and doing all the things with all the people here too. it confuses my brain greatly. never mind anyway though, cos next weekend, we are playing so i am going home!! i have a smelly-pants essay to write about oil for next week too. It smells. Largely. Of Fish. anyway... Rhubarb i'm bored. i am waiting to go to work, and i'm bored. i could have gone with lou and mel to the OLC (otherwise known as the GERL now (don't ask me why)) to look at more oil stuff for the Evil Essay, but we did some before the lecture as well, and i am truly Fed Up with oil. (you could say that i was saturated - ha ha aha.... ) im also too tired to concentrate on anything really. there may be people downstairs later receiving Cappucino with Tuna mayo sprinkles and Teabag and Tomato toasties. it'll be fine it's my daaaaad anyway bye!! luv, me xxx Current Mood: groggy Current Music: girl of dances - the dransfields (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 5th, 2003
11:38 am	boo hoo!... the snow didn't stay!!!!! it just passed through and then passed on, possibly to Enfield. did you know (Fascinating Fact #139190835 coming up...) they didn't have any snow at all in Milton Keynes? !!! i knew there was something dodgy about those cows. we had a Major Incident in our house yesterday: me and lou and michelle were in at lunchtime (michelle only really came back cos she forgot her student card), and as it was lunchtime, we were eating food. Michelle spent a lot of time going up and downstairs for no very obvious reason, but then she came and ate food too. Then she went upstairs and started yelling, so me and lou went upstairs too and she was yelling cos Margaret was flat on her face on the floor in a dead faint. so I went all the way downstairs again and grabbed the phone and glared at it for a couple of seconds because it was scary and then dialled nineninenine, and rushed all the way back up the stairs again. Michelle was just putting Margaret in the recovery position, and trying to see if she would wake up, checking to see if she was breathing/still alive/etc. Then i had to keep asking her questions cos the Operating-Lady-Inside-The-Phone kept asking me questions. When the Operating-Lady had all the answers to her questions she went away, and we all stood and looked helpless for a bit. Then we posted louise down the road, with extra jumpers on, to wait for the Ambilance. Me and Michelle looked more helpless for a bit, interespersed with questions to margaret about whether she could hear us. Apparently, the answer was 'no'. Then the Ambilance arrived (only without any whirry-whirry noises) and then Louise arrived, and then there was more rushing up the stairs, and then more rushing down the stairs, as me and lou cleared (threw) all the shoes and paper and books in the hall out of the way and into the sitting room. Margaret decided that it was Ok to talk to the Paramedic-Lady a bit so they sorted her out, and asked michelle questions (because she was in Margarets room) and me and lou stood around feeling spare again and occasionally adding bits to answers. Then we rushed around again getting some bits together for Margaret and Michelle to stay in Hospital (michelle couldn't get out of the room cos of all the fallen over people and ambilance people in the doorway). Then the Paramedic-Man went and got a clever Stair-Chair with Caterpillar Wheels and then everybody went downstairs and they took margaret in to the Ambilance and took her away. But Michelle went with her to protect her against the dragons. and then me and lousie drank lots of cups of tea and ate the chips that she remembered to turn the oven off for or we'd have had to call the Fire Brigade as well, and we made lots of posters with all sorts of contact details for people on, because when the OPerating-Lady-Inside-the-Phone asked me to confirm the number i was calling from i couldn't cos i had no idea what it was and the piece of paper telling me on the fridge had been eaten by a Monster. (possibly the same Monster that makes the annoying noise behind the fridge). and it was all very Inciting, but I don't think i really like that kind of inciting, although i am very proud of the fact that it was me that dialled the Operating-Lady-Inside-the-Phone. On the whole though, i think i prefer snow as excitement. anyway, now tis lunchtime again, so i will bugger orf. bye!! luv me xxx (baaaa) ps this morning was really bea-ut-i-ful weather - it was really sunny and the sun had only just got up and all the birds were singing, and it was almost like really early on a summers day, except that it was also so cold that me nose fell off. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: pinch me - barenaked ladies (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 4th, 2003
12:35 pm	ITS SNOWING!! AGAIN!!!!!!!! see! i was right!!! i said it would snow again before the year was out, and it is just rushing to prove me right!! mind you, it is a bit of a blizzard out there. but i get to write the word 'blizzard' which doesn't happen often, especially in the course of normal converstaion. not that i have normal conversations at all often anyway. i blame the pirate in my sisters head. we have confused seagulls on the field. not only are they really quite a long way from the sea (like, almost as far as you can get away from the sea in England, really) but they are standing in a blizzard. it's not like the worms will be anywhere near the surface. if they have any sense. and worms often do you know. have sense. maybe (you never know) i will stop rambling nonsensically (ooooh! that's a good word too! i wonder where it came from?? possibly the seagulls?) . (didn't really stop yet, did i??) . (i think it must be the snow. its affecting my brain. its not settling much either. (the snow not my brain, although actually...) :o] ) ha ha ha ah ha ha ha ha ha ha aha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ah aha ah ha ha ha aha ha....just got a message from vicky to say 'we have to work hard tonight at training, cos competitions are only in two months' !!!!!!!!! scuse me for being pessimistic, but i don't think we'd be up to competition standard even if we all trained every day for the next 6 months. maybe if we trained all night as well.... anyway , now i am starving, and as the blizzard outside is being slightly less blizzardy, i will escape from the lrc and try kill a sandwich or a Snow Witch (haa ha ha ha ha - i'm sooo funny.) luv frog xxx Current Mood: lethargic Current Music: it's still snowing - elton john (im still standing) (he he) (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Saturday, February 1st, 2003
3:02 pm	QUIET????? BORING???!!!!?? what was i thinking??????!! It was crazy at work on thursday!!!!!! All the roads were soooo icy and snowy and people keot forgetting and sliding off the road and hitting people, that the whole of Hatfield (actually the whole of South-east england i think) was gridlocked, and it was taking people over three hours to get out of the uni carpark, around the roundabout and back into the carpark. So everyone came into the cafe for food and hot drinks while they rang people and tried to find hotels that weren't a)already full; b)more than 10 minutes walk away. And to make matters worse, our hot chocolate machine died. So we had lots of cold, stressed and angry people who were made more angry cos they couldn't have hot chocolate and had to decide what sort of coffee they wanted instead. and we never did find out who ordered that last provencette.they never came to collect it. Chris spent the whole time moaning that he didn't like snow, and then threw snowballs at me as soon as we got outside. actually, i've spent the last three days doing nothing much but having snowball fights, except yesterday morning when we (michelle, alex, louise and me) built the biggest and bestest snowman in the WHOLE WORLD!!!!!!! he's taller than me!!!!!!!!!!!! (whatchit.) and it snowed again last night, when mel and michelle were still at the Font and very drunk. and i reckon it's going to snow again today, cis they is some right black bastards out there, them clouds. anyway, i should do something more productive, like trying to find a placement for next year. ps HEEEEELLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOO HELZ THE MELZ (aka Penelope and Various Other Things) luv the Frog One xxx PS SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SNOW SSSSNNNNNOOOOOOWWWWW Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: I'M NOT CRAZY - matchbox 20 (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, January 30th, 2003
4:53 pm	it's allllllllllll gone WHITE!!!!!!! heh heh heh only now my doggy can't come and see me - he was going to come and have a Hertfordshire walk on saturday, but my parents won't drive all that way in the snow. :o( never mind - i go home next weekend. i went riding on tuesday and twas brilliant (but v. cold and made my cough worse) my head is a bit screwed up again, but i tink tis because i didn't get any sleep on tues night; i am missing my animals lots and lots (especially taking jazzy for walks); and the dark and cold weather is being depressing, especially because i have a cold. That's what i think anyway, so now i will stop worrying about going mad as a good way to stop going mad and play in the snow, and watch videos and drink and be silly with the people. After going to work. which will be very quiet and boring because the lrc is half closing early due to the SNOW!!!! (wimps) better go or will be late bye! luv Frog xxx Current Mood: exhausted Current Music: i'm not crazy - matchbox 20 (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 21st, 2003
2:15 pm	i have to sort out a placement for next year. which is fine, except that people keep mentioning scary things like projects which make it all far more scary and complicated. i want (like, reallly, really want, man) to go to a foreign place and do interesting things, like watching animals. but it has to be somewhere that i can do a project (aaaaarghh! scary) and there's supposed to be a supervisor. how are you supposed to do a project, while doing all this proper work for important people anyway?? it's all silly. it is very strange as well: i keep having dreams about minny, and she is still alive, and didn't have to be put down at all. :o( also it is true - most people would rather die than think - they might discover something that they don't like, and it is easier to ignore things. then you can pretend that they aren't there. and anyway; 'most people don't know nuffin.' they should open their eyes and look a bit harder, until they can see. most people walk around with their eyes shut. 'abierto los ojos' ahem. sorry about that i don't much like People today. (doing research for Development in the Third World seminar has affected my thinking for today) some individuals are alright (some are lovely), but the Human Race as a whole, as it is at the moment, Sucks. and on that cheery note, and before you all try to kill me, i will shut up. anyway, parsnips. i will go home now and eat food because, i am hungry. see u soon frogxxx Current Mood: thoughtful Current Music: the wind blows - sue rule (1 Comment |Comment on this)